“We tend to think of sexuality as rigid. but it’s actually dynamic,” she reflects. “And that’s equally true for asexuality. Just because someone has an enjoyable sexual experience doesn’t make them not asexual. It’s very important to recognize that there’s an asexual spectrum as well as a sexual spectrum, and that the two are complementary.”

Until Adjoa received that fateful text, she had struggled with how she felt and where she fit in with the rest of her community, which seemed to be exploring in very different directions.
Mostly, though, Adjoa wondered why she didn’t want to date anyone. She thought she might have unreasonable standards and wondered if there was something wrong with her. She assumed a “promiscuous phase” would happen one day. But it never did.
It wasn’t until her early twenties that Adjoa came to understand that there is nothing “wrong” with a person who doesn’t have the same sexual desires and responses that are marketed to young adults in literature and songs, in films and on television. Adjoa speaks of a status quo that isn’t set up for asexual people. And as she watches her friends getting married, having children, and achieving typical “markers of progress in life,” she can’t help but wonder how different her teenage years and early twenties might have been had she discovered earlier that she could identify as asexual. She says it can be “weird when people talk about exes and past sexual experiences, these shared life-moments. There’s an isolation because there’s nothing I can say, people say ‘Oh you can’t understand.’ But I’m an empath, I relate, I don’t have to live something to understand what others feel. And I can’t try to be what I’m not.”